basically this just a post about me
i really love blue
i like to eat
i like to sleep too but no chance
i don't like to do housework
i'm active but i'm lazy
i hate bugs
no matter what kind of bugs
it's just seems disgusting to me
i'm really quiet in front of unfamiliar people
i'm quite friendly in front of friends
i'm totally mad in front of close or best friends
i'm emotional
i think negative straight away when things happened
damn stubborn
it's quite hard to advice or persuade me when i'm not in the mood
i like it when people care about me
i'm like kinda lack of love from friends due to reasons
especially when boys do that
i'm clearly understand that it's purely care
but i can't control
ps: if somebody read this, don't worry. i'm not a primary school girl
i may act immature
but i can assure you my thinking is mature
being too mature doesn't bring me anywhere
well being too childish bring me nowhere too
but i like when i had fun with my friends
if i don't create memory now
then wait till i die?
i'm competitive
i can accept people stronger than me
but i can't tolerate me weaker than others
if there is no 'rival'
i will slack in class
my face...hmmm...
i'm born naturally fierce?
actually sometimes i got scared by myself too
for being so scary
so can't blame people for being scared of me
my character...
i'm easily jealous
i cry easily
i can keep things in for a long time
then i will explode like a volcano
take the initiative to talk to me.
trust me
it will better than those i took the initiative to talk to
i might be irritating sometimes
but at least i don't fake
i only put on an armor when i don't like you
i'm really true to almost everyone
which gives me disappointment in return
i can cry and cry and cry
okay. a crybaby.
that's the way i vent my stress or anger
not showing that i'm weak
i don't tell people their fault
as in criticise them
but i felt awful inside
i complained to myself and cry with myself
i tried to be straight forward
but it's really hard
i think it will hurt other people
purely because i have been hurt countless times.
currently i can't think of anymore
if i remember anything, i will edit and add on^^
