M.B.C^^

do you know what M.B.C stands for??



it means Melissa Beatrice Chan
she's my best friend
true real friend
i like her
and i love her
i thank God for bringing us together
she's a nice and wonderful girl
she's just undescribable!!
haha=]





i like her when she listens to me
cares about me
scold me when i'm wrong yet i'm still arguing
share her secret with me



that's actually not much between us
but i believe that we can create lots more memories
and i'm going to record all of it
XP




just like today
i was suffering with girl's problem
somemore after a long run
i'm extremely tired
and i'm really uncomfortable
she and cat came to me
comfort me and stay beside me



i'm sure if they didn't do that
i will be standing alone
thinking that nobody really cares for me
and cry by my own T.T



with my so-called imagination and creativity
surely i will think to somewhere else
and worsen my situation...




she DIDN'T!!!



this doesn't happens often
and i'm really happy



after lunch
we supposed to walk back to church from cs
with my remaining energy
i tried to drag myself as fast as possible
but...
it seems to be very slow...=P



and Melissa said
"hey, don't walk alone larrr.."
she drag my hand and walk faster
i really felt very blissful to have a friend like this



i was worrying that anytime i may just faint
and fall



so
THANK YOU MELISSA!!!!!!!
Luv you!!

youth rock 3!!

tomorrow is the starting of youth rock 3
till sunday
altogether 5 days
is actually not that long
and it's not enough for me to have closer relationship with my best friends
i mean
by talking=P



i really get to know more and more new friends
and i'm happy
even the boys that has been same class with me for how long
i never even try to talk to them
but now
two or three of them
are my friends!!=]




this doesn't means that the others are not my friends
is just that these friends are closer
i think i able to talk to them relax-ly




i really cant understand myself
it is just holding hands and sitting next to each other
why cant i just let go of myself??
if i'm not able to do that
then all my efforts are wasted right??




haiz...
everytime start with happiness
but...
ends with sadness=(