youth rock 3!!

tomorrow is the starting of youth rock 3
till sunday
altogether 5 days
is actually not that long
and it's not enough for me to have closer relationship with my best friends
i mean
by talking=P



i really get to know more and more new friends
and i'm happy
even the boys that has been same class with me for how long
i never even try to talk to them
but now
two or three of them
are my friends!!=]




this doesn't means that the others are not my friends
is just that these friends are closer
i think i able to talk to them relax-ly




i really cant understand myself
it is just holding hands and sitting next to each other
why cant i just let go of myself??
if i'm not able to do that
then all my efforts are wasted right??




haiz...
everytime start with happiness
but...
ends with sadness=(