what's wrong with people nowadays?
do they seriously take "betray people" as a hobby?
is it me or them?
why everytime i put off my guard to trust somebody
they must hurt me?
it's really pain.
i took the effort to understand you.
i took the effort to get closer to you.
i took the effort to be true to you.
i took the effort to trust you.
and this is all the shit you gave me?!
oh stop it.
"i don't really care or give a shit"
i won't say this.
cause' i really care.
isn't this unfair?
i'm here trying my best to improve and maintain the relationship
and you all just throw everything down
and leave for popularity and fame.
yes. i can't give you that
but you left me because of that shitty popularity that brings you nowhere?
i'm really hurt.
who knows i cry myself to sleep every single night?
who understand my pain every time you left me alone?
who cares for me when i face unfamiliar situation alone?
"nobody care about me too"
you don't give me this shit.
think you can console me by saying that?
NO.
i'm a 18 this year.
acting immature doesn't mean i don't know anything.
yes. i am a childish girl ever in the world.
i ignore every teasing you all gave me.
i faced every rumours you all created out of nowhere.
i swallow my pain and cried every night alone.
asked me to trust you and what shit did you gave me?
you broke my heart.
yes.
i am damn disappointed in you all.
just stop the nonsense.
don't act like you really care about anything.
