i know i'm going to cry myself to sleep
i know nobody will care the next morning
i know i will have to put up fake smile for hours the next day
i know i'm really tired of this routine
bit once again what can i do.
i want to cry
like cry out everything
i hate the feeling when i need a cry
and no tears ever come up
i can trust nobody now
stop hypnotizing me
i don't want to injure myself again
don't ask me to speak to someone
do you think i don't want to?
how many times have delete everything i have typed?
i don't know how to express my situation currently
dear friends, if i appeared cold or whatever
im not angry
i just hurt
im just sick and tired of everything.
please understand.
