i shall write one too
even though i don't have time
this will be a short one.
recently i have this thought of
having my own family.
yes.
MY OWN FAMILY.
GET MARRIED.
but then
i realized i'm still young and immature
to be a wife, daughter-in-law, mother
the responsible in damn heavy
i have lots and lots to learn.
really need to change myself now
i'm going to be a mother
so i need to on my own
not depending on others
as if they are gonna be my child's mother
i know this is really weird
people has been telling me
this is not good
i will regret it
but no,
this is what i want
i believe i will be more happy
to live with somebody that love me
and are willing to be committed
like how i do
not waiting me to take the initiative everytime
so yeah.
a goal that will be achieve in 7 years?
maybe 8-9 years?
that will be the latest i can go.
