06 March 2013

common test 1

the singing competition finally come back after four years.
Campus SuperStar
there's one thing that attracted me especially
was that my friend's friend joining
so yeah
kinda proud cause she's malaysian
and she's my... friend's friend?

haha retard.

oh well.
today i got back my last paper of common test 1
finally got an A2 for my english
like a surprisingly result.
but then i don't think i deserve the mark
because after i read my essay again today
i think it doesn't make sense at all
so yeah.
i told my mum and she said
"so you have to write an essay that you don't understand
then the marker will understand what you're writing"
i was like =.=
this really don't make sense.

for the common test
i think my results are okay
but i'm not satisfied
because they didn't reach my standard
well
i was disappointed at myself for a while
and i'm me again!

after attending the study skills workshop
i think that after all
i don't really care about my results.
if it's not because of the effort and money invested in me
and the competitive genes in me
i might be more playful than the guys in my class
haha that will be scary

nobody ever understand why i have to be the best
they thought i want to show how smart i am
trust me
you're wrong if you have the thought
because i'm really not
and by thinking of me like this
you really don't understand me at all
do you?