02 September 2012

i admit..

i admit that i still think of being in a relationship.
it's actually curious.
well
even though it's like this
i still wish to find a guy
where it's destined for both of us
to be a couple
like forever??




anyway
there's no such thing as forever right??
i just wished to have somebody
to be with me
till the world ends..
till my world ends.




i realized that
the boys that i used to like
is just a feeling where
i had never experienced before
well
it's kinda
hard to explain




okay.
no feelings at all
just normal friend
i believe
if i really like a guy
i really like




it's no longer "friend"




i planned to have a wonderful life
after my marriage
but now...
think of it...
will i be able to live through that day??