i really wanna be involved!!!!!
even though i said
i don't care
but i want.
just include me in your activity
so difficult?
so leaving me out is easier than include me.
it's been so long since we gather together
talk
chat
eat
have fun
play around
it's been so long since we plan things seriously together
draw
write
give idea
this isn't what i want.
are you all going to change?
or i'm the only one changing..
i don't want...
how many times
i had woke up and found tears over my cheeks..
how many times
i had dream that you all really ignore me and leave me all alone..
how many times
i had recall all the fun time we had and cry and cry and cry..
it's countless time...
countless.
