i don't understand.
i don't know.
i'm confused.
totally.
me and my sister are getting more complicating.
and i really don't know what to do.
i love her?
i hate her?
no feeling?
both?
yes
i love her.
cause she's my one and only sister.
if anything happens.
i will surely help her
or depend on her.
but she is irritating me a lot.
it is very obvious that my mother is super bias
TOWARDS her.
i'm tired of complaining.
i'm sick of quarreling.
i'm dying from cold warS.
now what?
just because she sweep and mop the floor for like once a month
sometimes even two month
and it's a big deal??
you have to purposely tell me that
"she had done a lot today.
the rest are all yours"
when i helped in cooking every week?
what happened when i'd mop the floor once two weeks
and hope to hear your praises
even if it's just one sentences?
yeah
you did said something
"this is what you should be doing."
i'm completely hurt.
i know you had done it ten over years.
and i know you are continuing for the rest of your life.
but is this fair?
just because i am FOUR years elder??
let me tell you
stop treating me like this
i know you like her.
i know you will be hurt if i tell you this again.
but
won't i get hurt?
from not telling you that
and keep on doing all those??
