it's my birthday soon
it's on Monday
i don't know who is ever going to celebrate with me
wait...it should be
who will ever BOTHER to celebrate with me
i always carry this thought
i feel that if i constantly treat people very nice
they will treat me nice or even better
but things happen to prove that i'm wrong
i just think too much
indeed
nobody will think of me
i cant explain
but i can see that i'm nothing
just nothing
i don't want a birthday
where people are faked
acting all day round
neither do i want a "forever alone" birthday
i wish that my 13th birthday will just repeat every year
i can never ever forget my 13th birthday
by the way
thank you sisters!
i always make everyone know my birthday indirectly
but
this year
am i going to do that?
NO.
learn
how
to
have
a
forever
alone
birthday
you
dumb
!!
