the reward is that i can skip school.
but the price to pay is way too heavy.
well i had get over it.
i had two weeks of mental preparation
just as i thought i was fully prepared
no more fear
but when the nurse asked me to sit on that particular seat
all my fear and worry came out again.
my aunt and her friend were watching
that's the worse part
i don't dare cry.
well i told myself
if i could endure the muscle cramps every month
why can't i endure the two ant bites?
the first one done
and when the second needle poked through
i can feel my tears welling up
after the needle finally left my arm
i cried
i thought it was because i still can't get over my phobia
but then somebody told me
it's because i was relieved after hours of tension and nervous
yeah i guess so.
i didn't check my twitter for two days
when i did yesterday night
i was shocked and surprised!
shengyang kaicheng germaine yuxuan and nazurah
tweeted me to ask me whether i'm okay
really appreciate that guys
this really make me feel way better
after that unbearable pain i got recently
[if you know ar]
really THANK YOU GUYS!
LOVE YA <3
