12 March 2013

not good at all.

i have to finish eng homework after this
besides shengyang requesting
i want to blog also.
i was called nerd for no reason
and i don't even have the rights to br angry??!
you jealous ar?!
you will scold back
okay you're good
i don't like it and i can't scold back
i can't even show my temper?!
this is really ridiculous
i'm being called stupid for a long time.
i know they are just fooling around
but after so long time
i start to wonder
yes i'm stupid
why do i even bother to talk to you all?
why do i even bother to hide my sadness and laugh with you guys?
why do i even bother to act blur and pretend nothing happened?
cant you all see i'm putting in effort?
to join you guys?
now i'm tired of trying
it's okay if you don't appreciate my effort
talk to them only
I'M TOTALLY FINE WITH IT!
now i'm trying to hypnotize myself
that i'm okay
ignore me allyou want
i just mingle with ppl that understand me
after all it's sincerity that means the most
right?!
oh really thanks Eunice for taking the effort to take the pics from her tb
REALLY THANKS A LOT =)