okay
i missed the practice this morning..
and i didn't do it purposely
seriously
my feelings are damn bad today.
am i expected to ask the time every moment?
wasn't i supposed to be informed that i should go?
didn't i tell you that notify me when should i go?
so
it is entirely me fault now?
no
i don't think so.
i'm not blaming anyone
i'm not angry
i'm just upset with myself
why cant i do a good job
when i am supposed to?
why cant i do my part of responsibility
when i promised somebody?
when cant i put on a smile
when i don't feel like smiling
and everyone else are expecting it?
i'm okay now.
not angry
not sad
not upset
not emo
it just spoiled my mood for the rest of the day
understand?
